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Rabu, 19 Oktober 2011

NP-Oasis let there be loved

11-Okt-2011
You're the one that fill my heart c∕̴ƖdityɑRɑmɑdhɑn♥(ʃ⌣ƪ) 
I HEART YOU!

Sabtu, 11 Desember 2010


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Ku bersembunyi lagi
Mereka yang kita sayangi
Yang paling mampu melukai

(via mysweetheart, peppermintuniverse)

i was a quick wet boy diving too deep for coins…’

ponselku berdering, tanda pesan masuk
dan nama yang tak ku inginkan itu tertera di layar,
“kamu udah tidur?”
kau selalu begitu, bertamu dalah ruang hatiku, tanpa mengetuk pintu, lancangnya kau masuk ketika semua telah ku simpan rapat dalam kotak pandoraku, dan mencurinya tanpa aku tahu, dengan caramu yang tak ku ketahui juga.
dan masih saja aku membalas dengan,

“blum kok, nyuu. kamyuu kenyapa? tumben.”

PERBEDAAN DALAM PERSAMAAN

kita disatukan oleh rasa yang sama
ketika rindu bergumul jadi satu
satu pertemuan yang meluruhkan semua resah gelisah

malam ini kita berbagi sunyi
dengan suara jengkrik dan kodok yang ada di serambi rumah kita
sambil membuka kembali kotak pandora yang tlah ku simpan rapat-rapat
ya, memori, kenangan, 2 tahun yang lalu
Aku ingin memeluk masa laluku, dan berbisik padanya. Tenang saja, aku akan berlari dan menculik masa depannya.
Aku pikir masa depan itu lelaki kesepian. Yang diam dan angkuh. Tiada berkawan, menunggu diselamatkan.
Ia bukan bintang, ia lah komet. Melintasi duniaku dengan waktu tak tentu.
Ia datang dan pergi sesukanya. tak menentu.
dan aku hanya bisa menunggu kometku pulang dan melewati hatiku memberi sekelibat cahaya nya yang menyolok itu.
Ia tak seperti bintang yang setia pada bulan, dan ia lah kometku.
Namun, apa yang harus kulakukan jika memang telah tak ada pilihan? Aku menikmati itu. Menunggu nya disini.
Aku ingin mengumpulkan seribu isakan dan teriakanku yang terasing.
Tapi kuperdengarkan pada siapa?
Air mataku berubah menjadi sebilah pedang. Ingin ku menghunusnya.
Tapi pada siapa?
Ketika uluran tangan dianggap menjadi ancaman. Perlukah kupotong sendiri nadi-nadi nurani yg menjalar di jemari. tiada percaya.
Mereka punya telinga yang tuli.
Punya mata yang buta.
Tapi tangan mereka penuh dengan duri.
Dan aku punya telinga, mata, tapi aku tak punya kaki. Maaf. Aku tak sanggup berlari. Gerak pun aku mati.
To let go does not mean to stop caring, it means I can’t do it for someone else.
To let go is not to cut myself off, it’s the realization I can’t control another.
To let go is not to enable, but allow learning from natural consequences.
To let go is to admit powerlessness, it means the outcome is not in my hands.
To let go is not to try blame another, it’s to make the most of myself.
To let go is not to care for,but to care about.
To let go is not to fix, but to be supportive.
To let go is not to judge, but to allow another to be a human being.
To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes, but to allow others to affect their destinies.
To let go is not to be protective, it’s to permit another to face reality.
To let go is not to deny,but to accept.
To let go is not to nag, scold or argue, but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them.
To let go is not to adjust everything to my desires, but to take each day as it comes and cherish myself in it.
To let go is not to criticize or regulate anybody, but try to become what I dream I can be.
To let go is not to regret the past, but to grow and live for the future.
To let go is to fear less and love more.

7 things i hate about you;


7 things i hate about you;
1. your silence
2. your ‘kenyat’ (i don’t know what’s the english of kenyat, or even the bahasa LoL)
3. your changing mind (kumaha angin jeung cuaca,edan)
4. your ciggaretes
5. your alcohol
6. your “satnite bad-habit”, clubbing
7. your 
love

Rabu, 24 November 2010

You walk before me, lord knows I can’t follow
You walk behind me and I don’t think I can lead
You walk around me, please don’t walk around me
Cause you know how dizzy I get.

HEART, MIND, AND I JUST TOO..


my heart too overdose.
my mind too overdose.
and I’m just too overdoing.
———————————————ARGHHHH!!!
photo by :
Putri J Ghariza

I like her art work :)
One night to be confusedOne night to speed up truthWe had a promise madeFour hands and then awayBoth under influenceWe had divine senseTo know what to sayMind is a razorbladeTo call for hands of above to lean onWouldn't be good enough for me, noOne night of magic rushThe start - a simple touchOne night to push and screamAnd then reliefTen days of perfect tunesThe colors red and blueWe had a promise madeWe were in loveTo call for hands of above to lean onWouldn't be good enough for me, noTo call for hands of above to lean onWouldn't be good enough for me, ohAnd you, you knew the hand of a devilAnd you kept us awake with wolves teethSharing different heartbeats in one nightTo call for hands of above to lean onWouldn't be good enough for me, noTo call for hands of above to lean onWouldn't be good enough for me, oh


One night to be confused
One night to speed up truth
We had a promise made
Four hands and then away
Both under influence
We had divine sense
To know what to say
Mind is a razorblade

To call for hands of above to lean on
Wouldn't be good enough for me, no

One night of magic rush
The start - a simple touch
One night to push and scream
And then relief
Ten days of perfect tunes
The colors red and blue
We had a promise made
We were in love

To call for hands of above to lean on
Wouldn't be good enough for me, no
To call for hands of above to lean on
Wouldn't be good enough for me, oh

And you, you knew the hand of a devil
And you kept us awake with wolves teeth
Sharing different heartbeats in one night

To call for hands of above to lean on
Wouldn't be good enough for me, no
To call for hands of above to lean on
Wouldn't be good enough for me, oh

omaigad.. :))

omaigad

HOLD ME.


Hold me, don’t ever leave me
Know menever believe me
Stay here but don’t get too near me
Leave me alone, but don’t ever let me go
Show me, but don’t ever teach me
Touch me, don’t try to reach me
Hold me, but don’t ever keep me
Baby, don’t ever let me in!
—And don’t let me win—
‘Cause I leave myself to you
Yes I release myself with you
I believe in me and you
So don’t ever say you do
Love me, try not to need me
Lead me but don’t let the greed in
Feel free but don’t ever leave me
Give in, don’t ever let me…
No, don’t ever let me win
Hold me don’t ever leave me
Ask me but don’t ever make me
Save me, don’t ever forsake me
Call me but don’t ever say my name
‘Cause I leave myself to you
Yes I release myself with you
I believe in me and you, so don’t ever say you do.
Don’t let me win, just hold me!!
Now, how can I let you go?

THE BEST OF YOU


I’ve got another confession to make, I’m your fool
Everyone’s got their chains to break, holding you..
Were you born to resist or be abused?
Is someone getting the best of you.
Are you gone and onto someone new?
I needed somewhere to hang my head, without your noose.
You gave me something that I didn’t have. Nor had no use.
I was too weak to give inTOO STRONG TO LOSE!!
My heart is under arrest again, but I break loose.
My head is giving me life or death, but I can’t choose.
I swear I’ll never give in.. I refuse!
Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel.
You trust, you must confess.
The life, the love, YOU DIE TO HEAL.
The hope that starts..
The broken hearts!!
I’ve got another confession my friend,
I’m no fool.
I’m getting tired of starting again,
Somewhere new..
It’s funny how the people that hurt you the most, are the ones that swore they never would.

Rabu, 19 Oktober 2011

NP-Oasis let there be loved

11-Okt-2011
You're the one that fill my heart c∕̴ƖdityɑRɑmɑdhɑn♥(ʃ⌣ƪ) 
I HEART YOU!

Sabtu, 11 Desember 2010


Di dalam kamar ini
Ku bersembunyi lagi
Mereka yang kita sayangi
Yang paling mampu melukai

(via mysweetheart, peppermintuniverse)

i was a quick wet boy diving too deep for coins…’

ponselku berdering, tanda pesan masuk
dan nama yang tak ku inginkan itu tertera di layar,
“kamu udah tidur?”
kau selalu begitu, bertamu dalah ruang hatiku, tanpa mengetuk pintu, lancangnya kau masuk ketika semua telah ku simpan rapat dalam kotak pandoraku, dan mencurinya tanpa aku tahu, dengan caramu yang tak ku ketahui juga.
dan masih saja aku membalas dengan,

“blum kok, nyuu. kamyuu kenyapa? tumben.”

PERBEDAAN DALAM PERSAMAAN

kita disatukan oleh rasa yang sama
ketika rindu bergumul jadi satu
satu pertemuan yang meluruhkan semua resah gelisah

malam ini kita berbagi sunyi
dengan suara jengkrik dan kodok yang ada di serambi rumah kita
sambil membuka kembali kotak pandora yang tlah ku simpan rapat-rapat
ya, memori, kenangan, 2 tahun yang lalu
Aku ingin memeluk masa laluku, dan berbisik padanya. Tenang saja, aku akan berlari dan menculik masa depannya.
Aku pikir masa depan itu lelaki kesepian. Yang diam dan angkuh. Tiada berkawan, menunggu diselamatkan.
Ia bukan bintang, ia lah komet. Melintasi duniaku dengan waktu tak tentu.
Ia datang dan pergi sesukanya. tak menentu.
dan aku hanya bisa menunggu kometku pulang dan melewati hatiku memberi sekelibat cahaya nya yang menyolok itu.
Ia tak seperti bintang yang setia pada bulan, dan ia lah kometku.
Namun, apa yang harus kulakukan jika memang telah tak ada pilihan? Aku menikmati itu. Menunggu nya disini.
Aku ingin mengumpulkan seribu isakan dan teriakanku yang terasing.
Tapi kuperdengarkan pada siapa?
Air mataku berubah menjadi sebilah pedang. Ingin ku menghunusnya.
Tapi pada siapa?
Ketika uluran tangan dianggap menjadi ancaman. Perlukah kupotong sendiri nadi-nadi nurani yg menjalar di jemari. tiada percaya.
Mereka punya telinga yang tuli.
Punya mata yang buta.
Tapi tangan mereka penuh dengan duri.
Dan aku punya telinga, mata, tapi aku tak punya kaki. Maaf. Aku tak sanggup berlari. Gerak pun aku mati.
To let go does not mean to stop caring, it means I can’t do it for someone else.
To let go is not to cut myself off, it’s the realization I can’t control another.
To let go is not to enable, but allow learning from natural consequences.
To let go is to admit powerlessness, it means the outcome is not in my hands.
To let go is not to try blame another, it’s to make the most of myself.
To let go is not to care for,but to care about.
To let go is not to fix, but to be supportive.
To let go is not to judge, but to allow another to be a human being.
To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes, but to allow others to affect their destinies.
To let go is not to be protective, it’s to permit another to face reality.
To let go is not to deny,but to accept.
To let go is not to nag, scold or argue, but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them.
To let go is not to adjust everything to my desires, but to take each day as it comes and cherish myself in it.
To let go is not to criticize or regulate anybody, but try to become what I dream I can be.
To let go is not to regret the past, but to grow and live for the future.
To let go is to fear less and love more.

7 things i hate about you;


7 things i hate about you;
1. your silence
2. your ‘kenyat’ (i don’t know what’s the english of kenyat, or even the bahasa LoL)
3. your changing mind (kumaha angin jeung cuaca,edan)
4. your ciggaretes
5. your alcohol
6. your “satnite bad-habit”, clubbing
7. your 
love

Rabu, 24 November 2010

You walk before me, lord knows I can’t follow
You walk behind me and I don’t think I can lead
You walk around me, please don’t walk around me
Cause you know how dizzy I get.

HEART, MIND, AND I JUST TOO..


my heart too overdose.
my mind too overdose.
and I’m just too overdoing.
———————————————ARGHHHH!!!
photo by :
Putri J Ghariza

I like her art work :)
One night to be confusedOne night to speed up truthWe had a promise madeFour hands and then awayBoth under influenceWe had divine senseTo know what to sayMind is a razorbladeTo call for hands of above to lean onWouldn't be good enough for me, noOne night of magic rushThe start - a simple touchOne night to push and screamAnd then reliefTen days of perfect tunesThe colors red and blueWe had a promise madeWe were in loveTo call for hands of above to lean onWouldn't be good enough for me, noTo call for hands of above to lean onWouldn't be good enough for me, ohAnd you, you knew the hand of a devilAnd you kept us awake with wolves teethSharing different heartbeats in one nightTo call for hands of above to lean onWouldn't be good enough for me, noTo call for hands of above to lean onWouldn't be good enough for me, oh


One night to be confused
One night to speed up truth
We had a promise made
Four hands and then away
Both under influence
We had divine sense
To know what to say
Mind is a razorblade

To call for hands of above to lean on
Wouldn't be good enough for me, no

One night of magic rush
The start - a simple touch
One night to push and scream
And then relief
Ten days of perfect tunes
The colors red and blue
We had a promise made
We were in love

To call for hands of above to lean on
Wouldn't be good enough for me, no
To call for hands of above to lean on
Wouldn't be good enough for me, oh

And you, you knew the hand of a devil
And you kept us awake with wolves teeth
Sharing different heartbeats in one night

To call for hands of above to lean on
Wouldn't be good enough for me, no
To call for hands of above to lean on
Wouldn't be good enough for me, oh

omaigad.. :))

omaigad

HOLD ME.


Hold me, don’t ever leave me
Know menever believe me
Stay here but don’t get too near me
Leave me alone, but don’t ever let me go
Show me, but don’t ever teach me
Touch me, don’t try to reach me
Hold me, but don’t ever keep me
Baby, don’t ever let me in!
—And don’t let me win—
‘Cause I leave myself to you
Yes I release myself with you
I believe in me and you
So don’t ever say you do
Love me, try not to need me
Lead me but don’t let the greed in
Feel free but don’t ever leave me
Give in, don’t ever let me…
No, don’t ever let me win
Hold me don’t ever leave me
Ask me but don’t ever make me
Save me, don’t ever forsake me
Call me but don’t ever say my name
‘Cause I leave myself to you
Yes I release myself with you
I believe in me and you, so don’t ever say you do.
Don’t let me win, just hold me!!
Now, how can I let you go?

THE BEST OF YOU


I’ve got another confession to make, I’m your fool
Everyone’s got their chains to break, holding you..
Were you born to resist or be abused?
Is someone getting the best of you.
Are you gone and onto someone new?
I needed somewhere to hang my head, without your noose.
You gave me something that I didn’t have. Nor had no use.
I was too weak to give inTOO STRONG TO LOSE!!
My heart is under arrest again, but I break loose.
My head is giving me life or death, but I can’t choose.
I swear I’ll never give in.. I refuse!
Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel.
You trust, you must confess.
The life, the love, YOU DIE TO HEAL.
The hope that starts..
The broken hearts!!
I’ve got another confession my friend,
I’m no fool.
I’m getting tired of starting again,
Somewhere new..
It’s funny how the people that hurt you the most, are the ones that swore they never would.