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Aku mencintaimu tanpa hashtag
Aku mencintaimu titik
Aku mencintaimu tak terhenti karena koma
Aku mencintaimu tanpa tanda tanya
Namamu kukurung dalam tanda petik
Kata dan kalimat untukmu terucap jelas dengan tanda bold
Aku enter hatimu di hatiku.
Aku backspase mantanmu
Aku enter hidupmu di hati dan otakku.
Aku capslock namamu di nadiku, C<3

Letting go is....

To let go does not mean to stop caring, it means I can’t do it for someone else.
To let go is not to cut myself off, it’s the realization I can’t control another.
To let go is not to enable, but allow learning from natural consequences.
To let go is to admit powerlessness, it means the outcome is not in my hands.
To let go is not to try blame another, it’s to make the most of myself.
To let go is not to care for,but to care about.
To let go is not to fix, but to be supportive.
To let go is not to judge, but to allow another to be a human being.
To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes, but to allow others to affect their destinies.
To let go is not to be protective, it’s to permit another to face reality.
To let go is not to deny,but to accept.
To let go is not to nag, scold or argue, but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them.
To let go is not to adjust everything to my desires, but to take each day as it comes and cherish myself in it.
To let go is not to criticize or regulate anybody, but try to become what I dream I can be.
To let go is not to regret the past, but to grow and live for the future.
To let go is to fear less and love more.

SAILORMOON :)

Bold the ones that are true for you.

I am a morning person.

I am a perfectionist.

I am an only child.

I am Catholic.

I am currently in my PJs.

I am currently pregnant.

I am currently suffering from a broken heart.

I am left handed.

I am married.

I am addicted to MySpace.

I’m shy around the opposite sex.

I bite my nails.

I currently regret something I have done.

When I get mad I curse.

I don’t like anyone.

I enjoy country music.

I enjoy jazz music.

I have a car.

I have a cell phone.

I have been to another country.

I have been told that I’m smart.

I have been told I have an unusual sense of humor.

I have had a broken bone.

I have changed a lot over the past year.

I have had surgery.

I have killed another person.

I have had my hair cut within the last week.

I have had the cops called on me.

I have mood swings.

I have rejected someone before.

I have seen the Lord of the Rings trilogy.

I have watched Sex and the City.

I like Shakespeare.

I love to cook.

I love Michael Jackson.

I love sleeping.

I love to shop.

I miss someone right now.

I own over 100 CDs.

I own over 100 DVDs.

I own and use a library card.

I practice a religion that is not considered mainstream.

I read books for pleasure in my spare time.

I sleep a lot during the day.

I strongly dislike math.

I think Britney Spears is pretty.

I will try ALMOST anything once.

I work at a job that I enjoy.

I would classify myself as ghetto.

I can name all seven dwarfs from Snow White.

I am currently wearing socks.

I am tired.

I am currently waiting for someone.

I lost contact with someone.

I love Miley Cyrus

I think Party In The USA is cool.

I’d date Harry Potter.

I can name all the past presidents of the United States.

I know who was president before George Bush.

I love pickles.

I need the internet to live.

I prefer vanilla over chocolate.

I watched Star Trek.

I watched all six movies of Star Wars.

I own an Xbox.

I think music is life.

Music (Bold the ones you like)

yang melankolis ke laut aja peliss

Saya kira saya tak bisa lagi menangis karena sedih. Hanya kemarahan yang membuat saya keluar air mata

what a great hair! hahaha

Whenever you feel sad and empty, whoever you are with, please remember that you still have me

sometimes the person you want the most, is the person you’re best without.

i’m in the future! yeah, cool!

Whatever is your past, I watched how you struggled. Past is just a past, and we don’t know what future brings, so what best is live for today.

Move is MUCH BETTER than stuck at your past

do you know how and why?

I mean, do you know that I love you? Do you know how much is it? How much it hurts me?

Vanessa Jackman: Paris Fashion Week SS 2011…Rasa

" Come on sweetheart
let’s adore one another
before there is no more
of you and me "

Will he love you like I loved you?
Will he tell you everyday?
Will he make you feel like you’re invincible with every word he’ll say?
Does he watch your favorite movies?
Does he hold you when you cry?
Does he let you tell him all your favorite parts when you’ve seen it a million times?
Does he sing to all your music while you dance to “Purple Rain?”
Does he do all these things, like I used to?”

this is me every day-___-

" Jika mantan itu mempunyai kenangan baik,lebih baik kembali kepada mantan pacar daripada harus mencari yg baru

 maunya. mau banget lah, tapi susah, udah ga mungkin

"when i asked, “why do you love me?” and then, he answered “because you are you!"

Yesterday

kemaren, aku sedih.
kemaren, aku menangis.
kemaren, aku kangen.
kemaren, aku kesepian.
kemaren, dia pergi.
kemaren, dia tampaknya tidak mengerti.
kemaren, aku kelaperan.
kemaren, aku buru-buru.
bahkan sebelumnya,
kemaren, aku senang.
kemaren, aku bahagia loh.
tapi akhirnya,
kemaren, semua baik baik saja.
kemaren, aku bisa tersenyum lagi.
kemaren oh kemaren.
kemaren, aku sayang kamu 
tapi bukan hanya kemaren, bahkan besok lusa atau kapanpun itu ♥ ♥

"I’m a big liar. Smile outside, broken inside."

hey A, I really need you by my side bby! thanks for understand. c<3

1. teddy bear, teddy bear has a cute face. when I’m sad, I could hug teddy bears. and when I was sad, and then I see the teddy bear, I’ll be smiling again.

2. lollipop, sweet, full of color, its funny, I like to eat lollipop. even, I’d like to see it. and you know, I have a lollipop gift from my best friend and now she’s gone away, and impossible to meet again. lollipop always remind me of her. I miss you, Lala. ;)

3. neklace, necklaces are things that should I wear when out of this room. every time I go shopping, the necklace is the thing that most caught my attention. I have a variety of necklaces collection.

4. cupcakes, cake with a layer of cream on top, with a sprinkling of something sweet, full of color. cupcakes really caught my attention.

5. beach and sunset, the beach is one place where I could feel the fresh air. blowing wind, the sound waves, white sand, beautiful. especially when the sunset, it’s the best view of the beach. I really love beach with the sunset.

6. white roses, beautiful, romantic, sincere, symbol of love, full of meaning, that’s roses.

7. fireworks, a flat sky can turn into full color by fireworks. It was a great sight, seeing explosions of fireworks. I really like to see the fireworks.

8. baloons, a small thing which contain the air. can fly and see how beautiful the world. maybe, I wish I could fly. but, no. I can’t.

9. guess what? yes it’s you. no one else. the last thing that I love is my beloved boyfriend, Andra Gondokoesoemo. I can see many colors when me with him. warm hugs and kisses. I think he’s a very important person and the super special in my life. ♥♥

" you’re just the one that i’ve been waiting for
i’ll give you all that i have to give and more
but don’t let me fall … ” (Don’t Let Me Fall)

“ A second, a minute, an hour, a day goes by
I’m hopin’ just to be by your side
I’m turnin’ the handle, it won’t open
Don’t make me wait ‘cause right now I need your smile
Knock, knock
When life had locked me out I turned to you
So open the door
‘Cause you’re all I need right now, it’s true
Nothin’ works like you … ” (Knock Knock)

“ I’m just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don’t know where to go, can’t do it alone
I’ve tried and I don’t know why
Slow it down, make it stop or else my heart is going to pop
‘Cause it’s too much, yeah it’s a lot to be something I’m not
I’m a fool out of love ‘cause I just can’t get enough … ” (The Show)

and the last song, that reminds me ‘bout my Boyfie, Andra, ‘We will not grow old’ and it’s also the one of Lenka’s song that I really like. He gave that song to me two weeks ago and Andra said to me, “We will not grow old, if we can keep together, baby♥”. thanks, and iloveyou!

“ You and me will be lying side by side
Forever, forever
Underneath this adolescent sky
Together, together
And you will hold my heart inside your hand
And you’ll be the one to tell me
Oh we’ve got a long, long way to go
To get there
We’ll get there
But oh, if there’s one thing that we know
It’s that we will not grow old
You made me swear that our hearts will never die
No never, no never
‘Cause no one seems to believe that we can fly
Forget them, forget them
Oh..you told me
Oh how could we know that day, it came with age
That oh, the feeling would fade…
We will not grow old… “

"I want to talk and share from heart-to-heart and face-to-face, while me hug you and stared deep into your eyes."

Me want it, please!

I need a hug like this. Hug me, please :(

woot! gue suka banget sama nih film. dan film pertama buat gue yang nonton 3D ada subtittle nya. KEREN! buat gue sih film nya penuh arti banget. ditambah lagi gue nontonnya di Blitzmegaplex (tempat gue kerja) sekalian promosi nih. 3D di Blitz itu satu-satu yang pake RealD-3D, high quality dan beda sama yang lain-lain deh. jadi wajib banget nonton. WAJIB! walaupun gue nonton nya cuma sendirian, tapi gue puas ngakak kaya orang bego, dan terharu juga di dalamnya. MAU NONTON LAGI AH! ;) 

me&you ;*

"Some things are hard to write about. After something happens to you, you go to write it down, and either you over dramatize it or underplay it, exaggerate to wrong parts or ignore the important ones. At any rate, you never write it quite the way you want to."

“…Please tell me why do birds. Sing when you’re near me? Sing when you’re close to me? They say that I’m a fool. For loving you deeply. Loving you secretly.

But I crash in my mind. Whenever you are near. Getting deaf, dumb and blind. Just drowning in despair. I am lost in your flame. It’s burning like the sun. And I call out your name. The moment you are gone…”

.

This song reminds me of you. Remember the time when we go to Bandung with my Mom and Dad. And for some reason I suddenly love this song very much. I don’t know why. and now, it’s hurt when I listen that song (again). but, for some reason too, I always listen to that song every single day and repeated.

~sigh.

DESPICABLE ME ;)

"I believe a strong woman may be stronger than a man, particularly if she happens to have love in her heart. I guess a loving woman is indestructible."

I love the way you are when you really care to me.
I love the way you are when you worried ‘cause I’m getting sick.
I love the way you are when you say, “I hate to see your status.”
I love the way you when you really “cold” to me. But, me also hate it.
I love the way you are when you say “Hi” to me first.
I love the way you are when you wake me up if I have a morning class.
I love the way you say, “I can’t forget you until this time.”


But,

I hate when I know everything’s not going to be like the old days.
We’re just a story. A very nice story. A moment to remember.
Now, we’re just a friend. We’re a good friend.
I hate it, but I’m glad for being your best friend. Thank you. :)


It’s dedicated to you.

I’m afraid I will never be pretty enough for you.

"No relationship is perfect, ever. There are always some ways you have to bend, to compromise, to give something up in order to gain something greater…The love we have for each other is bigger than these small differences. And that’s the key. It’s like a big pie chart, and the love in a relationship has to be the biggest piece. Love can make up for a lot."

When a girl is hurting, she’s going to hurt for quite a while. She’ll rethink the situation over and over again thinking what she could have possibly done to avoid it from happening. She wishes there was a possibility that she could just erase what just happened because right now, she’s left scarred with the thoughts.

So much to tell
I’ve been dreaming about this so long

Don’t know what to say
I believe that I’m in love with u again
And you are, the one who I want to grow old with

And you are, the one who gives me joy so please say yes
And I wish you’re mine so please say yes
And I wish you’re mine

When I close my eyes
There’s a smile that makes my dreams so right

What a happy life I have
And we grow (stronger) in this busy life
Still, when we kiss and it feels like the stars are
shinning bright

What you are, let me hold you again so please say yes
And I wish you’re mine so please say yes
And I wish you’re mine

_

Santamonica - Please Say Yes ♥

MONEY

MONEY

terkadang duit emang bisa ngebeli semua nya! saya sangat percaya itu! tapi jangan salah dulu, karena saya telah mebuktikannya.

MONEY CAN BUY EVERYTHING I WANT.

" Close your eyes and it will be alright (explored) "

" Each generation imagines itself to be more intelegent than the one that went before it, and wiser than the one that comes after it. -George Orwell 

beloved best friends ;)

FRIENDS: Will comfort you when he rejects you.

BEST FRIENDS: Will go up and ask him, “It’s because you’re gay, isn’t it?”

FRIENDS: Will be there for you when he breaks up with you.

BEST FRIENDS: Will call him up and whisper, “you will die in Seven days…” (Note, if you don’t understand this, watch The Ring. Then watch The Ring 2. Then watch Ringu.)

FRIENDS: Help you up when you fall.

BEST FRIENDS: Keeps on walking saying, “Walk much, dumb ass?”

FRIENDS: Help you find your prince.

BEST FRIENDS: Kidnap him and brings him to you.

FRIENDS: Will ask you if you’re okay when you’re crying.

BEST FRIENDS: Will laugh at you and say, “Ha Ha, Loser!”

FRIENDS: Will offer you a soda.

BEST FRIENDS: Will dump theirs on you.

FRIENDS: Will sit at the side of the pool with you at that time of the month.

BEST FRIENDS: Will throw you a tampon and push you in.

FRIENDS: Gives you their umbrella in the rain.

BEST FRIENDS: Takes yours and says, “Run, fucker, run!”

FRIENDS: Will help you move.

BEST FRIENDS: Will help you move the bodies.

FRIENDS: Will bail you out of jail.

BEST FRIENDS: Would be in the room next to you saying, “That was awesome! Let’s do it again!”

or

FRIENDS: Would bail you out of jail again

BEST FRIENDS: Would be sitting next to you saying “DAMN!” we messed up!

FRIENDS: Never ask for anything to eat or drink.

BEST FRIENDS: Help themselves and are the reason why you have no food.

FRIENDS: Call your parents by Mr. and Mrs. and Grandpa, by Grandpa.

BEST FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD and MOM and Grandpa, GRAMPS!

FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry.

BEST FRIENDS: Wont tell everyone else you cried…just laugh about it with you in private when your not down anymore.

FRIENDS: Asks you to write down your number.

BEST FRIENDS: Have you on speed dial.

FRIENDS: Borrows your stuff for a few days then gives it back.

BEST FRIENDS: Loses your stuff and tells you, “My bad…here’s a tissue.”

FRIENDS: Only know a few things about you.

BEST FRIENDS: Could write a very embarrassing biography on your life story…

FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.

BEST FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowd’s ass that left you

FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door.

BEST FRIENDS: Walk right in and say “I’M HOME.”

FRIENDS: You have to tell them not to tell anyone.

BEST FRIENDS: Already know not to tell.

FRIENDS: Are only through high school/college. (aka: drinking buddies)

BEST FRIENDS: Are for life.

FRIENDS: Will be there to take your drink away from you when they think you’ve had enough.

BEST FRIENDS: Will look at you stumbling all over the place & say “Girl drink the rest of that ! You know we don’t waste!

FRIENDS: Would read and ignore this.

BEST FRIENDS: Will repost this :)

I LOVE MY BESTFRIEND

100 hal yg membuat sy tersenyum :)

100 hal yg mebuat sy tersenyum :)

berbagai hal yang membuat sy tersenyum :

1.bangun di pagi hari

2. mimpi yang seru

3. kamu bilang” good night, bunga”

4. bangun di pagi hari, dan saya bisa langsung liat kamu lagi.

5. nyontek di kelaas, haha,

6. dapet nilai yang bagus!

7. nemuin uang pas lagi ga ada uang lagi.

8. makan malem sama kamu

9. bisa muter-muter bandung

10. naik motor

11. ngerasain gimana rasanya kebut-kebutan di jalan.

12. ga pernah ditilang walaupun jarang pake helm.

13. ngobrol sama kamu sampe tengah malem.

14. sabar

15. nonton film-film lama.

16. perjalanan pulang di angkot ga lama.

17. pas di kelas ga ada guru!

18. buat burung” kertas.

19. dimasakin makan siang sama kamu.

20. nonton ke bioskop

21. ngejailin temen.

22. soksok pundung palsu, haha

23. punya banyak temen.

24. liburan ke pantai

25. motret ke tempat yang jauh.

26. bisa nangis.

27. melihat hasil gambar berguna bagi yang lain.

28. ngopi-ngopi cantik sendiri di starbucks.

29. makan cheese cake berdua.

30. ngobrol sambil ngopi di teras rumah.

31. tengah malem kamu nelfon dan ngucapin selamat ulangtahun.

32. kamu ngejemput ke sekolah saya waktu hujan deras.

33. tau kalo kamu nyari-nyari saya. haha.

34. pulang malem, maen sama temen-temen.

35. nge-beer, nge-baileys

36. ngeliat senyuman kamuu, unyuu

37. lagu favorit di puter di radio

38. dapet job, bayaran selangit.

39. liburan ke Bali, bisa liat pantai.

40. ngegambar di kelas.

41. ngopi, ngeteh!

42. berdua di perjalan sama kamuu, unyuu

43. diajarin cara nonjok yang benar.

44. spa! luluran, hair spa, refleksi,

45. berhasil manjangin rambut.

46. target nilai tercapai.

47. dapet portofolio baru!

48. bisa ketawa sekenceng-kencengnya.

49. bisa beli dslr sama lensa baruu

50. shopping, please!

51. travelling ke tempat-tempat baru.

52. dapet temen baru dong.

53, dapet hadiah tak terduga dari teman-teman

54. jatuh cinta unyuuuuuuuuuuu

55. ga di marahin lagi.

56. dijenguk waktu sakit,

57. nonton balap secara langsung.

58. tau kejelekan-kejelekan mereka, haha

59. tau apa itu nge mushroom

60. liburan bareng:)

61. ditraktir-traktir, da jarang pisan di traktir-_-

62. beruntung pas ga dijemput pacar, taunya dijemput ibu.

63. dapet surprise.

64. menang lomba, ga nyangka aheeey

65. dateng ke rumah kamu

66. ngedengerin cerita kamu waktu kecil.

67. ngobrol dengan ibumu!

68. bisa menggambar saat migren loh

69. liat sunset dan sunrise

70. bisa memaafkan kamu dan yang lain *lagi

71. ngeliat kamu kekenyangan.

72. dianterin pulang dengan sangaaaaaaaaaat cepat.

73. ganti hape baru -_-

74. foto-foto ke Grand Hotel Universal.

75. mengetahui fakta bahwa dia sedikit romantic juga :*

76. dibawain makanan pas laper.

77. phisiotheraphy

78. punya kamat baru dengan tulisan besar, BUNGA

79. buka Twitter!!

80. punya followers baru

81. liat di inbox ada sms baru dari kamu

82. nonton geographic channel n star world

83. bisa kenal sama orang-orang hebat dibidangnya seperti om ipung dll.

84. liat bunga raflesia arnoldi, sumpah, bau banget! tapi bagus

85. bisa motret candid.

86. be a fashionista.

87. bisa mainin 1 lagu , perfect, ga ada yang salah.

88. semua dateng ke rumah duka waktu ayah dan adik saya meninggal.

89. semua to do list di kelas 10 tercapai!

90. udah ngeliat kamar yang harga nya puluhan juta semalem, aww.

91. punya ayah dan ibu yg bageur.

92. ade-ade yang menyenangkan hati.

93. kangen semasa SD , masa-masa ababil

94. Drum-band, sy pernah Drum-band loh, hahaha.

95. ke sushi grove, nyushi, please.

96. kerja sama masak di dapur sama pacar dan adik.

97. tau arti rasa sayang yang sebenarnya.

98. inget mantan-mantan pacar :)))0

99. tau apa arti uang yang sesungguhnya, itu punya arti yang lebih saat uang bisa membeli apa saja yang kamu inginkan.

100. berhasil menulis 100 hal yg mebuat saya tersenyum :)

for tonight and another night, listen to me, “good night my boy, love you:)”